It's been a long time since I've done an outfit post. I've kind of shifted gears a bit in life lately, and as my 40th birthday approaches, I've been really contemplative. There are changes I'm making in my life - trying to create healthier habits for myself and my family, and thinking about our future.
I love fashion. I may not always be on-trend, and I may have my own take on style, but I do love getting dressed in the morning. I enjoy reading fashion blogs, and seeing style posts from other bloggers inspires me to be more creative. That is a good thing. But, with that being said, my own style blogging was making me something else: materialistic and covetous.
I've always had the tendency to commit the sin of gluttony over all others. It's something that has caused me to struggle with my weight; it's something that has caused me to collect too many shoes, hair products, cosmetics. Maybe because I didn't have much as a child, the long-won opportunity of disposable income drew me to shop somewhat obsessively at times. But, as I started to survey the heaving racks of clothes in my closet, I began to feel really terrible. Not because I spent a lot of money on any one item, but because it was just embarrassing and kind of gross. I started realizing that I was a glutton. Again.
That was about six months ago, and I forced myself to go on a shopping ban for Lent. After Easter passed, I continued for a few more months. It felt good. I was able to beef up my savings, give to charity, and start thinking about trips and experiences I wanted to have with my family - the things that will really last. A few weeks ago, I went on my first shopping trip in months, gave myself a firm allowance, and chose a few new updates to my wardrobe. It satisfied the urge, without making me feel like I had slipped off the wagon.
I will always love clothes. I'm a thrifty shopper for the most part, but quantity was the problem. This isn't a judgement on fashion blogging or on shopping - both are fun, and I will still enjoy them...in moderation. I'll still do style posts from time to time, but they will be thoughtful, not just an excuse to show off my latest purchases.
It really was raining in these photos. And goodness do we need it. It has been dry as a desert in Missouri. I'm trying to be thankful for the simple things.
Kimono {Target}
Skirt {Ross}
Tank {TJ-Maxx - old}
Boots {Shoedazzle - old}
Damselfly Necklace {Foxy Originals}
Spike Necklace {H&M -old}
Bracelets {Target, Shoedazzle, c/o Alex & Ani}
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